A few minutes ago, as I was writing the words above...we got a call from Bear, telling us he has to go back.
Instant negative mood.
Which I'm working on changing.
So...I'll change the subject.
My apartment here in Barranquilla is a TOTAL mess!
Our neighbor has been rather slow in coming to get things...but she works all day every day and her time is tight. I'm still sending everyone who comes by - out the door with bags and boxes full of stuff.
What a GREAT feeling it is though! I'm at the point where it feels more good than bad giving away or selling even my most treasured belongings.
All those people who tell you to de-clutter because of the energy it will allow in to replace 'it'...are right in this case!
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| Click here if you want to see how this eventually ended up. |
Bittersweet. Sad. Happy. Overwhelmed. Thrilled. Anticipating. Excitement. Mourning. Positive. Expectant. Ecstatic. Energized.
It's ALL in my perspective.
Create Your Life,
annie!
PS (I'm not getting any art done these days...but that will come. So...these pictures are of old projects).
I am guessing that your son likes his job...we must stay positive with that thought, up to him, his life his choice...hope that helps :) As for your decluttering, I do feel for you on that one. Things we make or possessions we own are important...now they can become important for someone else. This will allow you to Fresh Start in the USA. Here's a song to cheer you on your way towards your new home (not sure all the words fit but at least you can have a dance and a jig around to it) lots of love ybf ann
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lfqdCYn-uo
You're right! He does love his job...and he's ok with going back. It'll only be until August at the most and as he says...he got a nice break that he wasn't expecting. I'm really, honestly feeling pretty durn good about letting go. When I sit down for a break...which seems to be often...I've been sorting through the boxes I've already packed to keep...and each time...I let about half of it go. So I'm REALLY weeding out. I keep telling myself...if I can leave Sophia and Claire...all that stuff 'ain't nothin but a thang'! Jerry and I loved listening to Chuck Berry! We actually danced in our now almost empty kitchen!!! Hahahahaha! Haven't done THAT in awhile! Thanks Ann!
Deleteoh annie I know that must have been a blow , I felt excited when I thought he was coming home, your work is beautiful , I wish for you happiness and calm, moving is so hard and stressful, but I'm with you, I gave away 50 percent of what I owned and learned the freedom it gives but it took time, there was a mourning process, for me there was, I missed some of my stuff, but not now, take care my friend, I think of you often,
ReplyDeleteThanks Laurie. I couldn't talk for a few minutes...but I'm going to use his attitude as my model...and not let it get me down. Thank you so much for caring about him and thinking and praying for him and us! The STuFF is just stuff.
Deletebreath deep and hang in there.
ReplyDelete+ decluttering is liberation
I'm good....and I'm liberated! Thanks so much Neki.
DeleteOh Yay! :D Then, oh no :( *hugs*
ReplyDeleteBut oh, how I admire your positive attitudes to all that life throws at you. But in return, life has given you an incredible talent that, in turn, you get to share with all of us and the rest of the world who wish to look :D I send my thanks to your son for continuing to keep us all safe and I send my love & hugs to you, his mum, who was willing to let him go. *Hugs* :0) Mo xx
Thank you Mo. Your email made me smile. Big tender heart you have there! I'll give him the message since he isn't interested in reading my blog. :)
DeleteSo much going on in your life, both exciting and distressing. Everything always seems to happen at once doesn't it?! Hoping art will keep you sane through it all! xo
ReplyDeleteThanks Aimee! We knew all along that he might have to go back...but were hoping. It's amazing though...how I've accepted it and moved on in just the past few hours. I can't WAIT to get back to art!
DeleteLike TwinleToes said, oh yay, oh no…..what a rollercoaster ride you’re on! Sorry about Bear, but we’ve got him all wrapped up in good vibes and mojo!
ReplyDeleteThanks for having MY back Dear Robin!
DeleteThat sucks about Bear Annie...I would be ^*^%*^%*. 3 tours is enough! I can only try and feel what you are feeling.....lots of changes and it's so hard....big hugs. xox
ReplyDeleteReally and truly...I'm feeling much better. I'm focusing on anything good that I can...and it's helping so much. That and dear friends like you!
DeleteSo many emotions Annie... and totally understandable... sorry to hear about Bear... sending love x
ReplyDeleteJenny ♥
Thank you Jenny. Mostly...I'm A-OK.
DeleteI feel your disappointment. I wish Bear safety and comfort as he returns to duty. Sounds like the winds of change are blowing through your apartment, enjoy the breathe of fresh air it may bring!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your empathy! I appreciate the well wishes...and...you're so right about the wind bringing a fresh air of change! All GooD!
Deleteall I can say is that I will be praying for your son, everyday. My ex was there as well and we spent time together in Walter Reed... it can heart wrenching to have a loved one overseas like that...
ReplyDeleteThat doesn't sound good. I hope all is well with you and your ex...and I thank you so much for your prayers.
DeleteI don't think you sound negative at all, annie!, you sound amazingly positive during this very busy time. I love the pictures of all the ducklings and all of your artwork, especially the last one.
ReplyDeleteThank you Sheila. I have so much to be thankful for and I'm concentrating on that!
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